Officially, after MONTHS, I leave on June 6th! I’m sooooo excited but my mind is distracted! I’m trying to go with the flow, and take each day as it comes. Making sure that I have goals and things to accomplish every day. Otherwise I know i’ll get overwhelmed. But it’s beautiful. And HERE IT IS! Finally, finally, finally!
Blessed and blissed by my opportunities. What a lucky girl I am! After years of dreaming I have the opportunity to manifest my longest life dream. Sometimes I feel like I might fail, or hate it. And that scares me. But I guess we all gotta jump sometime. I feel like a lot of people are too scared or too comfortable to jump, and it scares ME to be that comfortable, to be unable to jump. I think life is a journey/story that you write, and if you don’t like the story, change it. Ultimately you’re the author, and it’s YOUR journey.
I choose this journey, this life, this love, this experience. And I have only the fondest memories to look back on. And here I am, just as blessed. And ready to immerse myself, learn, move, and feel out the world around me. Because we all deserve this, it only takes a little bit of courage. And remember,
“sometimes when you take a risk, no matter how high you aim you miss, it doesn’t make you a failure, just a little more self aware…”
That makes me realize how lucky I am to be able to jump, and possibly miss. Regardless, I have known for years that Thailand is where I need to be. No idea why, just this feeling in my heart. It’s time my heart is allowed to show me where I need to be. Here goes nothing, or something. Hehe ❤